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jupiter
04:16
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you're the reason why, you're the reason why
i don't sleep at night
i can't say goodbye cause the thought of you, the thought of you
well, the only ones i've got of you are the good ones, i'm proud to say
i'll never understand, never understand why you didn't stay, hey
i must be, i must be spending too much time on jupiter
cause every time i remember how you left i get so stupid hurt
i know that, i know that you're spending all your time with her
can i go back, i go back to who i was before you
before you
you never told me why, never told me why
you just went away
and you didn't apologize, what a surprise, oh surprise
i guess i should have seen it coming
i guess i should have started running away, hey
i must be, i must be spending too much time on jupiter
cause every time i remember how you left i get so stupid hurt
i know that, i know that you're spending all your time with her
can i go back, i go back to who i was before you
before you
but who was i before you
oh, you
you
oh
i must be, i must be spending too much time on jupiter
cause every time i remember how you left i get so stupid hurt
i know that, i know that you're spending all your time with her
can i go back, i go back to who i was before...
i must be, i must be spending too much time on jupiter
cause every time i remember how you left i get so stupid hurt
i know that, i know that you're spending all your time with her
can i go back, i go back to who i was before you
before you
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2. |
1st place
04:05
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what's it like to be so cool and pretty
what's it like to live in new york city
you remind me of myself, but a version that i made up in my head
i wanna be like you
i wish i knew how to
she does all the things i wish i could
and she wears all the clothes i wish i could pull off but i can’t
she's beauty and she's grace
she always comes out in 1st place
what's it like to have perfect skin
what's it like to always win
i wonder all the time how you manage to shine so bright
i wanna be like you
i wish i knew how to
she does all the things i wish i could
and she wears all the clothes i wish i could pull off but i can’t
she's beauty and she's grace
she always comes out in 1st place
i know comparison is wrong
but when i see her i just can’t help but notice all my flaws
i know i shouldn't try to live up to you
but a part of me just can’t help but want to
learning to love the way i am
doing the best that i can
we're different but that's fine
but it'll take a little time
to learn to love the way i am
(repeat)
the way i am
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3. |
don't blame you
04:45
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my bedroom door is shut but my eyes are open
you take up space in my brain and you don’t even know it
you're off who knows where doing who knows what
and i’m still in my bed wishing my eyes would shut
i know you're somewhere thinking of me
you're just afraid of taking responsibility
i don’t blame you for what happened
and i’m sorry if i sound way too dramatic
before you tune me out, before you go
i really want you to know that i don’t blame you
blame you
id like to say i've changed but some things are the same
but it's been a while since i've heard your name
i still think of you when i hear that song
i guess that's why i've tried not to listen for so long
i know you're somewhere thinking of me
do you know that the silence is killing me
i don’t blame you for what happened
and i know that i’m not being too dramatic
before you tune me out, before you go
i really want you to know that i don’t blame you
blame you
i really wish that you would just get over everything
i promise i’ll pretend like i don’t remember anything
like maybe all the sleepless nights were amounting to something after all
i’ll never understand why it's so hard for you to make a phone call
lately i don’t know what you're trying to do
i wish you knew that i've already forgiven you
i don’t blame you for what happened
and i’m sorry if i sound way too dramatic
before you tune me out, before you go
i really want you to know that i don’t blame you
blame you
i don’t blame you
blame you
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4. |
sour patch kid
04:19
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how could you do this to me
it's bothersome, can't you see
i know you talk to him still
you've just allowed all the sad in me to build
and you have the audacity to give me gifts and say you love me
you only do it to make you feel better
just because it looks pretty, doesn't mean that's how it's turned out to be
i know you walked through the garden with him
picked out some pretty flowers
while my stomach's turning sour
i know you stay up late at night talking with him
you say i'm such a baby
i guess you don't care, maybe
do you enjoy his company
is that why you say you just can't leave
would it really break your heart that bad
to just shut up and not tell me about all that
now this is insanity
you make me look like i'm so crazy, 'cause you know i can't sit still
you take all of it so calmly
would you just admit you're wrong and take the blame away from me
i know you walked through the garden with him
picked out some pretty flowers
while my stomach's turning sour
i know you stay up late at night talking with him
you say i'm such a baby
i guess you don't care, maybe
do you care about me
just be real with me
i might give up on you
seems like you want me to
i know you walked through the garden with him
picked out some pretty flowers
while my stomach's turning sour
i know you walked through the garden with him
picked out some pretty flowers
while my stomach's turning sour
i know you stay up late at night talking with him
you say i'm such a baby
i guess you don't care, maybe
maybe, maybe, maybe
maybe
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5. |
your move
03:26
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i’m fragile but strong
i’m right but i’m wrong, sometimes
i’m writing a song for you
can you hear me
my brain tells me no, it's time to let go
but my heart loves a show with a story
why do i still look for you in crowded rooms
why am i disappointed when i don’t find you
why do i contemplate calling you sometimes
even though i know i’m not on your mind
i guess that i am just a memory to you
i’ll accept that's all i ever be
loosen my grip on the past and the way that we spoke, oh
i can feel you forgetting me
it's fine, it would've happened eventually
it was all just a game to you and i didn't realize i was losing
but i'm winning now
i’m winning now
you made your move, but it's my turn now
what's left of us, i'll burn it all down
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Faith Zapata San Francisco, California
Faith Zapata is an indie singer-songwriter and musician from the Bay Area, CA.
IG: @faithzap
TikTok: @faithcore
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